The bright red/orange lashes of sunlight ytd in Ms Jasmine room brought me hopes of a great weekend ahead. But i guess i was wrong.

Woke up at 10+. Mummy called me up at 8+ to eat laksa, but i wasn't in e mood for anything. First thing i read was ur sms, which was full of things which i tink you don't even know what u'r talking about urself. One moment it was this, one moment it was something else. So much for a morning i thought, juz dun feel like getting up. Haix.. why muz u reply like that

Juz realised it was juz 15 mins from piano, so i pulled myself up. =.- Sharks, no warm up. Dad was on e tv, my mummy on the computer watching her "yi nan wang".  Talk abt wasting electricity =.- so, i sorta juz let go.. =X i know, i should have controlled it. Hungry and ur sms, i was kinda sian diao, means this piano lesson i'm not really prepared.

Sm told me ytd to go for a buffet at woodlands there, shown in a advertisement in U magazine i tink. Was tinking of bringing u there for probably dinner or lunch. I also want to bring my flowers to her today. Like every year i never go on time. Well, then since it's near granny's house, mind as well as dinner there. That would probably mean lunch with you only. Again, my wishy washy mind sets in, i really how to move next. Haix, =X. I dunno lahs. You always say 1, after that say 2. 

Md sms " wanna watch big stan?". You noticed my thoughts above contridict with md's sms. Then i sms you. Which of course, after a long while, broke to me some 'cute' news again. Lunch was with them and dunno what time will be done that uncle is using ur computer. There goes my plans for lunch with you. Dinner? ur sms arrived late that there aren't seat for me at e cinema for the show. Haix, worse is you piss me off. n? No more replies. Ya, you enjoying the day with them.. what about me? It's 5.41pm, from 12+pm which i returned from piano lesson, i haven't even stepped out of my house. It's a saturday.. muz i emphasis it? saturday...

Muz the day when i'm really gone, then you realise how important.. or regret it? I'm not saying my condition is finalized, but it's juz like a time bomb isn't it? Except you don't know the time, neither do i. In fact all of us have. It's juz, my time bomb has been known for it's properties. Haix.. While we have e time to relax, we should. When you go back to school, i really dunno what will happen next.

you will not remember me, that is for sure. There is no point telling or bluff ing me you would. I already know. How many things i have told u, which u didn't listen.

=( There goes half a day wasted. I really looked forward to having a good meal with you. Haix. When you become queen and i king, things will change. When you take over e band, you aren't a small gal gal anymore. It's time to grow up. Are you gonna keep telling me you have no time for meetings or stuff liddat in future?

From Eclipse :

"I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me.

Look after my heart - i've left it with you "

Once i'm gone, i can't come back like a vampire does.

When you're gone.. Avril Lavigne