Last week was so busy that I could hardly catch my breath. I guess this next period also. I began to understand Zq's pain. Not only that, I began to see what meant to be being in the wrong place at the wrong time sometimes. Yet, some of the things you can't change right? Makes life spooky, the spot you're standing on could be the very spot you die on. =X
On the overall, I juz hope to faster skim through this portion of my life also. =.- Actually, is going very fast. Time is like not enough to spend? Lolx, sometimes juz wished a little here and there can save and actually a large portion of time is saved and deposited into my 'time' account.
As and when I need it, I will activate it.. A watch. Lolx, reminds me to spend more time dressing myself up too.
Seriously, there is nothing holding me back after ORD, should save up and probably spend abit more on myself soon. Been some time ever since I bought anything for myself, not to mentioned being gifted. =X Poor me muz be regretting about birthdays prezzie rule! hahax, but Fu they all gave me that jacket lahs =] Really thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and their wishies.
Juz that.. it was lonely in my sense. Becoz the whole day, Xin, Yanling, Joon Hoe & Derrick was celebrating it with me. & on top of that, Zq also at night. Sometimes.. the unexpected happens.. I'm juz like splattering my thoughts all over this place.
Actually, is pretty exhausted. Have to much to write till i Don't know what to write. Also, tomorrow my boss is back while my other collegue is on leave. Sometimes, I juz wished i don't have to be around there. Could be like a whole field of land mines..
I tink I might have lowered myself very much low to understand and feel what it is really like. Welfare and hardship.. sometimes do sorta challenge us.
I am really exhausted. For once, I am unable to really draft out any of my thoughts in my head. I'm like typing whatever that flows through my mind directly.
No link points or proper connection liddat = Unexpressable?
Jia you for this week Vammie.
You successfully lifted the curse, I began to feel the flow of warmth moving in me.
=X
=) Can you give me more time to look at you please? To properly see you in details and make me feel as if I'd never would want to leave your side again.
